Lies

I would have to say that the best lie that I've ever told was to myself.

Telling myself that everything will work out in the end has gotten me into a lot of trouble, but it also has basically rid my life of stress. I really don't care about much, because I assume that it will work itself out in the end without me meddling with it. In some cases this can be very bad, such as with fines and bills. But in some cases its very good, possibly even the same cases. I don't worry about fines and bills, so I don't get stressed at all. It is quite a strange situation.

Firsts and Lasts

Sometime over the course of my life, apparently it was decided in my head that firsts and lasts were of no importance to me. I have a really hard time remembering the first and/or last time that I've done most of the things in my life.

I really wish that I could remember the first time that I met a lot of people. Often, people bring up when we met for the first time, and I just play along because I honestly do not remember when or where I met them.

The main exception to this is Dave, I remember that day quite clearly, playing Clue in the guidance office in High School, and helping each other cheat.